I stopped posting weeks ago. I was hit really hard with a email I received. The reason I was hit hard was because I realize only someone I could know could have written it. Let me explain. In a previous post I responded to a question I received about my abuser. They wanted to know what he thought. I stated that he had died from cancer. Well I know that no one here, except those who are arriving from my facebook know my personal life. Stuff that I haven’t shared here. Like the reality that my husband is a Cancer survivor. He had Hodgkin’s lymphoma. He had 2 bone marrow transplants numerous chemo’s and radiation ect. I received a email basically saying that what goes around comes around and that I am the reason that my husband got cancer ….basically calling it karma. Today is the first day I actually opened my gmail account since then because Damm that stung! Someone I know sucks really bad to send me such an email from a fake address!
I’m most disappointed in myself. That I still let people control my emotions and put a road block in front of me. But I recognize it. I don’t wish bad to the person who wrote the email….but I’m moving on. Some people are so miserable in their own lives they only wish to keep others suppressed.